June 05, 2007

1:47 a.m.

Tuesday, May 22, 2007


My big boy has bronchitis and it breaks my heart I canít stay home to comfort him.
On top of that, I have to deal with Chiefís bat-shit mother. Sheís in bed with our finances again because he couldnít keep his mouth shut about our financial woes. I guess he asked for money because she called me. She NEVER calls me unless she doesnít get the answer she wants out of Chief. I interrupted the small talk and told her everythingís fine, nothing to worry about, nothing more to see here, move along now because itís nothing we canít work out.
She immediately called Chief back and they were on the phone for close to an hour. He even took the phone call outside which indicated there was more drama to come. Well, she wishes I would be straight with her. Again, she is dead to me. Iím not calling her back to settle things like I did in December. Nothing will be like it was in December. I almost left my husband because of her meddling in our lives. Iím not going to let that happen again. Iím not sacrificing any more pride or personal holidays to cater to her need to pity herself. She is dead, dead, and dead to me. Iíve already picked out the flowers, the casket, and the perfect black dress.

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