Wednesday August 1, 2007

It's getting better. I have to plan for the baby's 2nd birthday and I'm afraid no one will show up. I can't trust my friends to be there. I really don't think they like me anymore and I can't say that I blame them. I have to try to be a better person for my son. I hate the idea of being an embarrassment to him. God, just the thought of it has made me physically ill.