Thursday August 2, 2007
I haven't heard from certain family members. I'm still going ahead with the plans for his birthday. I've reserved the room. The only important thing is that he have a good time.
Work is getting better. Little by little I am building my confidence up. I need to make it through this like a big girl. I think the medication is finally helping. It seems to take weeks for me to feel slightly better. I had no idea it was so dangerous coming off the meds. Suicide never crossed my mind until then.